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"you know, we are made of ugly things."
"yes, but have you not heard? ugly is the new beautiful. like the way you always seem to pry at my thoughts and know what i'm thinking; the way you make me talk when i really don't feel like parting my lips and lying to you. it's just like the cyanide and razor blades i keep in my medicine cabinet, waiting for the day when i master the definition of defeat."
"then we are the most beautiful thing in the world, because we are spending our days chewing on gunpowder and wilted roses. i spent ten minutes this morning carving your name on the inside of my thigh; somehow, replicating that pain makes me think of you. makes me think of the day when you broke my skin and told me you liked me better when i was coming apart at the seams. i never did tell you, but i've been falling apart ever since."
"i know you've been falling apart, because i've been picking up the pieces i find scattered around. it hurts me more than you would think, but i am made of ugly things. so while the blood trickles down past the creases in your knees to your shins, from the place where you carved my seventeen letter name, what will you be thinking about?"
"i'll be thinking about the way your name tastes like ash and how my tongue is
unraveling at a hundred broken promises a minute every time i try to whisper it. i'll be thinking of how my thigh now looks like a graveyard garden with the scattered rose carcasses and how no matter how hard i try, the weeds keep growing back."
"it's so strange how we get along so well but yet we think so differently. just in case you were wondering, while you cut yourself up so you can grow pretend roses for a lost juliet, i'll be sitting in the highest room of the tallest tower in the strangest fairytale, trying to forget your name and the way your hair gets a shade darker when it's wet. i'll be trying to forget what it was like to hear your voice, and how it used to sound when you spelled out my name in nonchalance and broken glass."
"if i had the strength, i would lock you in that tower and swallow the key. i'd board up the doors and burn myself away in the sunset. because you're a disease and the flowers are wilting every time you walk by. because you're chewing through the ozone layer and spitting pollution in the ocean and the world keeps inviting you back. because you're the most beautiful death i've ever seen and i'm scared if i linger i'll just end up with black lungs and a desperate need to take another drag."
"so go ahead and take another drag, and see what shade of charcoal your lungs seem to fade to. i'll make more flowers wilt and i'll try and see through the clouds as i lie on the floor with a pair of barber sheers. i can cut away our paper tears and i can cut away your nightmares, but darling, i can't cut away reality. so i don't think i'll be shimmying down the side of the tower anytime soon, because i seem to have trapped my mind somewhere inside and i need to find it before i escape and we do something reckless."
"you'll be inside weaving poetry out of my blackened emotions and i'll be outside painting our heartache on the walls, but it's better then what would happen if we were together. we'd make a mess, we'd make a tragedy, we'd rip apart the continents and strew the damage about. we'd lick the blood off our fingers and sew together the mangled bodies of our fiction and their bleeding reality. we'd call it beautiful."
"but just remember - ugly is the new beautiful."
"yes, but have you not heard? ugly is the new beautiful. like the way you always seem to pry at my thoughts and know what i'm thinking; the way you make me talk when i really don't feel like parting my lips and lying to you. it's just like the cyanide and razor blades i keep in my medicine cabinet, waiting for the day when i master the definition of defeat."
"then we are the most beautiful thing in the world, because we are spending our days chewing on gunpowder and wilted roses. i spent ten minutes this morning carving your name on the inside of my thigh; somehow, replicating that pain makes me think of you. makes me think of the day when you broke my skin and told me you liked me better when i was coming apart at the seams. i never did tell you, but i've been falling apart ever since."
"i know you've been falling apart, because i've been picking up the pieces i find scattered around. it hurts me more than you would think, but i am made of ugly things. so while the blood trickles down past the creases in your knees to your shins, from the place where you carved my seventeen letter name, what will you be thinking about?"
"i'll be thinking about the way your name tastes like ash and how my tongue is
unraveling at a hundred broken promises a minute every time i try to whisper it. i'll be thinking of how my thigh now looks like a graveyard garden with the scattered rose carcasses and how no matter how hard i try, the weeds keep growing back."
"it's so strange how we get along so well but yet we think so differently. just in case you were wondering, while you cut yourself up so you can grow pretend roses for a lost juliet, i'll be sitting in the highest room of the tallest tower in the strangest fairytale, trying to forget your name and the way your hair gets a shade darker when it's wet. i'll be trying to forget what it was like to hear your voice, and how it used to sound when you spelled out my name in nonchalance and broken glass."
"if i had the strength, i would lock you in that tower and swallow the key. i'd board up the doors and burn myself away in the sunset. because you're a disease and the flowers are wilting every time you walk by. because you're chewing through the ozone layer and spitting pollution in the ocean and the world keeps inviting you back. because you're the most beautiful death i've ever seen and i'm scared if i linger i'll just end up with black lungs and a desperate need to take another drag."
"so go ahead and take another drag, and see what shade of charcoal your lungs seem to fade to. i'll make more flowers wilt and i'll try and see through the clouds as i lie on the floor with a pair of barber sheers. i can cut away our paper tears and i can cut away your nightmares, but darling, i can't cut away reality. so i don't think i'll be shimmying down the side of the tower anytime soon, because i seem to have trapped my mind somewhere inside and i need to find it before i escape and we do something reckless."
"you'll be inside weaving poetry out of my blackened emotions and i'll be outside painting our heartache on the walls, but it's better then what would happen if we were together. we'd make a mess, we'd make a tragedy, we'd rip apart the continents and strew the damage about. we'd lick the blood off our fingers and sew together the mangled bodies of our fiction and their bleeding reality. we'd call it beautiful."
"but just remember - ugly is the new beautiful."
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promise to play this on silent
hello
just promise me youre listening.
since once you get used to being ignored for long enough, its nice to pretend that you could be something. that you could say something that matters. and that somewhere, someone is listening. and for now, ill make believe that youll make everything better. that the air will taste like sunshine even though its been raining for days. or that my heart isnt disconnected and that maybe my lips will get the message. or even that for the next two and half minutes youll love me.
ill make believe.
ill make believe you.
ill make believe you c
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our sleeping patterns collide.
I wake up tired.
I wake up tired and it's afternoon again.
I wake up tired and I am alone.
It's like every night i fall asleep with you on my mind, and I quickly sort through my thoughts leaving the prettiest ones on top so I can try them on in the morning. So everyday, I wake up and try on being in love with you. Except every morning, it's three inches too big or a centimeter and a half too small or it's brushing my kneecaps like it's too long. But I wear it anyways, since I'm used to being a shade left of ordinary or two steps past crazy. I'm used to wearing love and I'm used to you.
I'm used to falling asleep next to you and waking up
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this mistake isn't beautiful.
My biggest mistake was ever pretending I was special.
When a perfect moment goes to your head, it seems to be so much more than you ever imagined. Finally, the feelings are less lonely. You find that all of your sharp edges and emptiness are smoothed over and filled by someone else's words. You actually feel safe in this person's arms after a lifetime of being too afraid to get close. So when everyone tells you this is love, you believe them.
Suddenly, you can't do anything without it being completely consumed by them. Maybe this is completely unhealthytotally wrong, but all you know is now it seems like unraveling this one individual
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this was a collab, with the EVERSOMUCHMOREAMAZINGTHANME =Corina90. we worked on this for monthsmonthsmonths (kay well, it was before the new year when we started) and i have to say i am very proud of this. i feel honoured to have worked with an icon like her and i can't wait to hear what you lovely people think.
her words are the ever so amazing italic ones, and mine are the blank normal ones.
if you favourite mine, go favourite hers. [link]
her words are the ever so amazing italic ones, and mine are the blank normal ones.
if you favourite mine, go favourite hers. [link]
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Beautiful!
I didn't want this to stop...love it!