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it's eight minutes till two and half past disappointment.
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hello, it's me again, sitting here thinking about you. i have my knees tucked into my chest and my chin resting upon them. my hair is falling in my eyes and my heart is falling into the ground. my fingers have turned blue from the cold of writing your name over and over again in cursive in the broken dimensions of us. it took me a while to realize that no matter how many times i scribble your name with my feeble hands, you are not going to come back.
and it scares me.
because it is almost three o clock and i can see my own pain in the air in front of me.
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hello, it's me. just one more time. and i'm lying here in the heat trying to find my way back to nowhere. i am bathing in the sonnet of our long forgotten songs and i have a river flowed by angst and heartbreak dripping down my temple. from chambers slow i recollect my body, one by one, until i am able to stand and walk and say that i'm fine when really i'm not. i am not okay i am not okay i am not okay and i will not be okay until i am able to figure this out. i am fine i am fine i am fine when you are here and i can't remember the last time a moment like that existed.
and it scares me.
because it's almost autumn again and for some reason i can't forget about you.
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hello, it's me. for the millionth time. i'm just having a little bit of difficulty and i'm looking for some instruction. i want to be able to find my breath in my lungs and i want my tearducts to stop running dry. i want to be able to find me inside of you and i want us to live happily ever after in the middle of nothing. i want my heart to stop beating and my ears to stop listening my feet to stop moving and my eyes to stop seeing. i want you to find me and i want to wait until you realize that what we both need, is eachother.
and it scares me.
because it's five o clock and i know i've lost you for good.
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hello, it's me again, sitting here thinking about you. i have my knees tucked into my chest and my chin resting upon them. my hair is falling in my eyes and my heart is falling into the ground. my fingers have turned blue from the cold of writing your name over and over again in cursive in the broken dimensions of us. it took me a while to realize that no matter how many times i scribble your name with my feeble hands, you are not going to come back.
and it scares me.
because it is almost three o clock and i can see my own pain in the air in front of me.
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hello, it's me. just one more time. and i'm lying here in the heat trying to find my way back to nowhere. i am bathing in the sonnet of our long forgotten songs and i have a river flowed by angst and heartbreak dripping down my temple. from chambers slow i recollect my body, one by one, until i am able to stand and walk and say that i'm fine when really i'm not. i am not okay i am not okay i am not okay and i will not be okay until i am able to figure this out. i am fine i am fine i am fine when you are here and i can't remember the last time a moment like that existed.
and it scares me.
because it's almost autumn again and for some reason i can't forget about you.
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hello, it's me. for the millionth time. i'm just having a little bit of difficulty and i'm looking for some instruction. i want to be able to find my breath in my lungs and i want my tearducts to stop running dry. i want to be able to find me inside of you and i want us to live happily ever after in the middle of nothing. i want my heart to stop beating and my ears to stop listening my feet to stop moving and my eyes to stop seeing. i want you to find me and i want to wait until you realize that what we both need, is eachother.
and it scares me.
because it's five o clock and i know i've lost you for good.
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i'll keep you like a secret.
There are a lot of things I can't tell you.
Not because I'm keeping secrets locked behind my teeth or because I'm afraid I'll say something you don't want to hear. This isn't like the last time or the time before. It's simply because I'll never have the exact right words to explain all the ways you make my heart rise and expand and skip a beat.
There aren't enough words to describe how quickly the blood rushes through my veins when we kiss and I'm on tiptoes to reach your lips and your hand is cupping my face, brushing your thumb across my cheekbone and I feel completely at home.
And they haven't even invented a way to portray how I feel w
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Find Me
Find me, please
Find me now
I have been lost
And can't be found
I'm asking you
I'm asking, please
Won't you try to find me?
In the darkest corner
Of the darkest room
I sit and wait
This is my eternal fate
I'm begging you
I'm begging, please
Won't you try to find me?
All alone
I sit and cry
I scream out "Why?"
Why haven't you found me?
I'm burning..
Baby, I'm burning..
Won't you just try to find me?
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How can I forget
The warm buzz of a guzzle of rum fills me while I'm cradled by your tissue bones.
I whisper. I love you... I love you...
I love you too.
No, really... I mean it... I love you.
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He tells you that you have pretty eyes and it warms my nerves. He's so right.
Let's capture a picture to forever remember your pretty eyes.
I wish we knew how to dance.
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We're dangling feet over the stairs, our backs against a blanketed couch.
My esophagus filled with fire pixies,
my cranium crawling with leg-tickling-ants.
I want to whisper how I feel again.
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We are under strange blankets with pillows. It's not our house, but we're t
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full title: "& i'm frightened, because i can't find you."
something has taken over me. i saw him today on the street and two weeks ago on a couch and every single day for the past month in my head and now i can't see straight.
you messed up & i miss you. is that so horrible?
something has taken over me. i saw him today on the street and two weeks ago on a couch and every single day for the past month in my head and now i can't see straight.
you messed up & i miss you. is that so horrible?
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I liked the opening sentence very muchly