it's been a while since i've updated you all on my inactive love life. you all prolly don't give a shit anymore though, but i haven't said much because i've been trying not to jinx it. but i don't care about jinxing this part anymore, because i'm done with it.
so, remember kyle? hah, of course you all do. i write about him all the time and i mention him quite a lot. if you look up "kyle tyrrell" in the search bar, i bet you anything the only pieces that will come up are mine. go try it now and then come back to read the rest of this journal. (and if you actually do that, i you.)
but i found out that when we were all flirty flirty and bff and all that jazz back when we met in january, he was dating two girls from two different schools. the funny thing was, the two different schools were about ten feet apart. ironic? i think so.
so he played me then. and i know it's true that he broke up with them for me, because they both were dumped at the same time - in the same week - and then he told me he was gunna become my boyfriend after spring break. did it happen? no. but who cares? i didn't need his cheating ass then, and i don't now. even if i didn't realize it.
but latley we were getting close enough back to the way things were. like, we have english together again. hah, odd. but then he asked me to be his friend with benefits. i disagreed at first, naturally. haha, you guys know me! but then i agreed. cause i'm stupid.
don't worry, don't worry. i didn't agree long enough for us to get together and make it happen. we had a really long discussion about it and how he could teach me confidence and bla bloo blee.
but then i found out that once again, while he's saying all this shit to me, he is also dating another woman. so i was like, "yknow what man? fuck you. you've already taught me enough confidence, and yknow what that is? confidence that i don't need you in my life. you're just one big dick move, and i'll be glad to get rid of you."
i mean, as much as i wish i said those exact words, i didn't. not even close. but i will tell him those exact words eventually, or he'll just clue in.
and i will be happy. hell, for once - even though it's pretty slow or non existant - i am happy with my love life. tada.